Good? Or Bad?

If i use blog to expose my emotion..
Is it good or bad?
I forget the aim i create a blog for myself..
I dont know how i make use in blog..

If i use blog to communicate with others..
Is it good or not?
I forget how i communicate with others before..

If i use blog to make my diary..
Is it good or bad?
I forget how to write a diary..

Blog..
Can write many things..
Good..
And bad..
Dont know why i always feel like want to write somethings about my unhappiness in blog..
But i dont dare to do it..
Haiz..
Sometimes dont know whether i ceate this blog for what?
Forget
And forget..
Easy forget somethings in my life..
Bad memory

~`yvonne`~

PC Fair

1st time i go to the indoor stadium, Miri
Ya..
First time..
@-.-@
Orang Miri tak pernah pergi?
Haha..
For me its too small to organize a PC fair
But the location is good
In the middle of city
Nothing special inside
Not so much things as in KL
*Of course*
Yesterday bought a 8GB pendrive just only cost RM 49
I think is cheaper then outside
Today bought a 250GB hard drive
So happy
^^
Daddy just now bought a printer
So cheap
I also want
But cant bring back to KL
So he ask me to buy at there
But but but..
Here is more cheaper..
3 in 1, canon -- Rm 199
Its sell like Rm 200++ outside
Haiz..
Love computer stuffs
Feel like want to buy the whole things in fair
But..
No money
^^"

~`yvonne`~

Bored

At home now
Nothing to do
Feel bored this holiday
Lazy to go out
(Actually no way to go)
Haizzzz......
They all facing final exam
Cant disturb them this few days
Just only can wait until they finish their exam only can go out with them
.
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Nothing to post also

~`yvonne`~

To 'Someone'

Heard alots about you today
Gal..
Cant be like that
Dont let your parents worry about you again
Dont do that again
Its not good
As a gal should go home everyday
Especially teenager like you
Its very dangerous when you are outside
Especially a gal
Your parents dont scold you because they know that is useless
You should think about that
Bacuse you now facing 'pan ni qi'
And no matter how others talk about you
You wont listen
But..
You better correct it
Even nobody tell you that
You also have to think about the effect
Just go home
And dont let your parents worry about you anymore
I hope you'll know that

~`yvonne`~^^

Friends

Friends
Is it i did it some things wrong?
Is it im the one who make you angry and sad and hurt?
If YES..
My appologies to you
SORRY
Maybe im a friend that wont think about others' feeling
I'll try my best to correct it
Just give me some times
And some times im also dont know what can i do even i know every things
And everyone's feeling
I;ll just always tell myself
"It will be okay if im not interrupt in it"
"It will be fine"
"Just let it be, i cant make any action or decision"
And i wish
At least i can know what i did it really wrong
If that is my fault

~`yvonne`~

Scary Night

Finally at own home
Sleep on my own bed
But..
Its a scary night
I even dont willing to think back about yesterday evening
I hope thats just a dream
But its truth
Its really happend on me
Im like so scared
And dont know how to do
And dont know what can i do
I wont try it next time
I'll behave
Listen what my daddy told me every time
And..
DONT TALK ABOUT THAT IN FRONT OF ME


~`yvonne`~

Holidays

Wheeeee~~~
Its holiday now..
Feel so relex and..
Happy^^
Because..
I'll go back tomorrow to my hometown to celebrate my sister's brithday which is on this sunday..
Actually her brithday is on 2nd december but its wednesday and my parents will be very busy..
Still dont know buy what present for her..
Every year i can find the things which are connected with cow..
But this year i cant find that..
=/
Wont give up..
Will go find again when i go back..

Juzt come bac from Genting last 2 days..
Actually there should had another post for genting trip but..
Dont know why cant post it up..
And then..
Im lazy to find out the problem and type it all again..
So..
The next post after the last post is this..

This semester was over yesterday..
Well..
Even today is the submission of drawing portfolio..
But my mood my body are all in holiday..
^^"
Lots of things happened this semester actually..
But after THAT event
I wont express my emotion on blog anymore..
Ya, i promise..
And one moral value i learn is..
Sorry cant tell..
Its my own secrete..

Procastinating now..
(Thanks for Sam that teach me this word, its useful for me NOW^^)
Waiting for artshop to open
Need to buy some boxes to pack my stuff
Reading friends' and cousins' blogs
Feel empty

By the way
Jimmy is rushing his late and R(redo) assignment
Jane is still sleeping (she slept very late yesterday)
Rox and Jon back to Ipoh this morning


Happy holiday guys and gals
Take care
And see you next semester
And hope next semester will be fine
^^

~`yvonne`~^^

S.O.S

Waiting for Jane now
^^
Nothing to do
So have a little bit times to blog
"Lao mao bing" keeps on finding me these few days
Its painful DUDE!
Some times really feel like want to cut it down
But how?
It follow me almost 7 years
Thats why i always sleep early before
But now i really cant
Im rushing on my model now
Have to pass up next Wednesday
"lao mao bing"
PLEASE DONT FIND ME
I really cant sleep early or even rest for few hours
My appologize to U
But dont make me pain
.
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Suffering


~yvonne`~

Long Time Post

Just now 'someone' told me
"yvonne, you didnt update your blog long time already leh."
Yaya..
From 19th October until now (2nd November)
Hehe..
Because i busy with my final assignments these few days
Like..
Journal, tile, compact living and presentation for tomorrow (3rd November)
I feel very nernous now
I scare i will forget what i should talk about
By the way my topic is 'stress'
I even not yet present it i already feel STRESS
>.<
So scare
And maybe i'll continue update my blog after my final
Sorry friends


~`yvonne`~^^

Happy Brithday To Kiang Hoon

Liang moi..
Happy brithday
I wont forget la..
19 October is your brithday
I'd celebrate with you every year
But..
Sorry this year i cant make it..
>.<
But i still hope you like the present
And kambateh in your exam tomorow
I'll always support you
^^
And hope the relationship between you and your Hao Hao becomes better and better
Im waiting for your wedding after 10years
Or maybe 6 years later
Haha^^
I'll always love you
Happy 18th brithday Hoon Hoon
^^

Happy brithday to Siak Poh also
Suprise or not i still remember your brithday
Not Chok Hi tell me de o..
But is im the one to remind him today is your brithday
^^
Its because your brithday is at the same day with my best friend
Im at here wish you all your brithday wishes will come true
^^
Happy Brithday Siak Po

~`yvonne~`^^

Lose Bearing

DAMN!!
Feel so sick
Im now really lose my bearing
Dont know what can i do
That wont make others feel bad
Dont know what can i say
That wont hurt others
Before..
Im wont had that kind of feeling
Like dont know how to de a good friend
How to care a friend
But now..
I really dont know how can i treat others only not hurt them
Im like a corpse
No bearing
No idea
But i still got feeling
Some times im really cant join with others
Im like invisible for others
Not i dont want to join with
But..
I really dont know how
After i come to KL
My life changed
Without my knowing
But..
I feel it
Months ago
And..
I dont know how i face it
And i just let it
GOD..
Please guide me
How to be a good friend for others
How to join with others easily
How i classify what should i talk and what i shouldn't say out

~`yvonne`~

11/10

Happy brithday, Ms Gan
^^
Maybe has a little bit early (half hour)
But still wish you happy brithday
And hope you will like the present
^^
At last
Happy 19th brithday to you
Bing Bing
^^

~`yvonne`~

Happy Brithday

Happy brithday, Jackson
^^
Wont forget de
10/10
Your brithday
And also Ah Keong
Happy 18th brithday to both of you
And wish all of your wishes come true
And healthy always
^^

~`yvonne`~

Tired Week

First time i didnt sleep since i was born
First time i sleep in class
First time i sleep so early
06/10 -- i didnt sleep
07/10 -- i slept in design and history class
07/10 -- i slept at 6:20p.m until 9:30a.m
Really damn tired yesterday
Like all my bone nearly cramp
Luckily can slept early
And can recharge my battery
And luckily our malay house is not rejected
But is continue to finish it
And can has the exibition
^^

~`yvonne`~

back

Few days didnt online and also cant blog
This few days i felt like not enough time for me to use
Because..
When i back to Sarikei
no time for me to shopping
When i went to Bintangor
even got time but had a heavy rain
And..
No time go kampung to visit my dogs
Sad~

~`yvonne`~

Love

Love will come without your knowing
It will gone easily with your carelessness
Please cherish him/her
Be more tolerance in it
Dont make the same mistake
Learn from mistake
Dare to tell dare to ask
Trying to trust in her/him
But remember
Dont put too much of your affection in it
If not you will getting more hurt
Not i want to say like this
You still small still young
The percentage both of you together forever is less and less
I dont want you being hurt once more time, again
I ever tried that before, when im form 3
Its really hurt
I dont want you just like me
Control your affection
Its good for you my dear
Anywhere i still will support you
Little girl


~`yvonne`~

Thanks a lot because of your helping
Thanks for helping me so much
Thanks for reminding me when im in sad and wrong
Thanks for ever take me as a friend
Thanks for the valid console
However i think my exit is required
I dont want to missing our friendship
I dont want to be back-stabber among you guys (even just i know im not)
I dont want you guys feel that im ruining your relationships
I dont want you guys feel that im make use of 'our' friendship
Maybe my tolerate should increase
Maybe i should find another way to express my emotion
Maybe i should learn to forgive first but not forget
Maybe i shoulnt tell anyone of my feeling my emotion like before
I have nothing to explain nothing to tell noting to blame and scold
Somehow somethings cant explain
The more you explain only will increase the negative thinking in others' mind
The more you explain only will let others feel you palisade yourself
I'd tried it before, when im form 2
After that event, im not willing to explain anymore
No matter is my own business or not
Times will prove the truth
maybe few days
Maybe few months
Maybe few years
Or maybe the truth cant be discover for whole life
But i wont mind
I just have to know what i do i think are without any wicked aim
I just have to know im not malignancy person
At least i know who am i
At least what i do are fairly from the bottom of my heart
Thats all for today.

~`yvonne`~^^

For Jane

Jane Jane. happy 18th brithday. Today ahve a big big present for you from design lecturer -- redo the malay house and presentation board. Suprise? I think you know already, dont know eh, hehe.. k la.. I want to sleep already, good night brithday gal. Have a nice brithday.


~`yvonne`~^^

What i did before i admit im wrong, but i wont admit i have the thnking to ruin others' relation. I'll admit what i ever did but those i never did or think i wont admit.
I just did whatever i want to do and never think properly. No, can say those action never appear in my brain and i just continue to do it.
I think back what i did before and i cant found any answer why i'll did it. Yesterday only i know when i do some things i've never think about it even what i talked i also didnt think properly before i did it or i talked.
Maybe just sometimes feel like want to find someone to expose my emotion so i just say it out what i want to expose and i've never think about the consuquence and others' feeling. In that part i admit im selfish.
However its my fault, i'll say sorry. Sorry to all. But i know some of you wont accept it, its okay.
But another thing is i've never have wicked thinking about to ruin others' relation or hurt someone.
I wont mind whether got people believe what i say or not, i wont mind what the others think about me, at lease i know where i wrong and i'll correct it. Unless i've never to have wicked thinking in my mind.
About the assignment, im still thinking about what others told me and what i'd said.
Somethongs happened before i admit i forget.
Sorry because of sometimes i didnt heard others talking when im doing some things. Sorry because i'll forget some things the next day. Sorry because i didnt help in this assignment. Sorry because i shouldnt having jokje when do assignment. Sorry becaue of i shouldnt take what others said are joke. However i say sorry to all but i wont mind whether others accept it or not.
Thats all for today.

~`yvonne`~

Distances

KL Trip

Turtle, so cute..

Starfisfes

Shark


Ya, i know is lame. Let me be lame today, the last day. I'll correct my 'lame' attitude start from tomorrow, i wont talk about lame joke, i wont be so lame, because im not suitable with it, and also not suitable in the gang of lame.. I'll withdraw from it..
Thats all for today.

~`yvonne`~

Special Additional Post for Jhia Jhia

Jhia jhia, happy 16th brithday, study hard and have good result in every exam and happy always. sorry because of no present, too far la.. meet you on October my little cute and lovely cousin.
Thats all for today.


~`yvonne`~^^

Happy Hours Gone Easily

Why the times gone so easily and fast? Not yet play and shopping enough and have to back to hostel already. Wa~ All those branded clothes like Botton, B.U.M, SEED, nichole, Voir, Applemints and many many got offer 50% 70% at Sogo yesterday last day. So many people choosing trying and buying there. I bought a nichole shirt and a Voir jeans only because dont want to use too much money in the same day. Now have to cut songs and make a picture movies and later have to go to school for drawing class.
Thats all for today.


~`yvonne`~^^

Special Additional Post for Yi Lian

Happy brithday to u, Yi Lian. Sorry, the video dont know why cant post. Sorry ya Lianz. Happy 13th Brithday my little cute gal.

Secret Recipe

My favourite blueberry cheese cake. But i dont like the cream. Yucks~~~
And so happy today. Because just now my aunt told me, she come here tonight with my cousin and my grandmum. And this Wednesday i can go out with them, so happy~~
Thats all for today.


~`yvonne`~^^

Special Post for Dear

Ba yue shi wu. I'll always remember what day is it. Dont you still remember or not. One month and 16 days i didnt see you already, miss you so much.
Hihi~ Ngui neng kin nang si lang nian gou nguok li 'ri zi'. Me you nv eh gi li mo. 'xi wang' nv geng geng 'kai xin'
Hehe^^" My foo chew is fall off already because long time no talk already.
Miss you my dear~


~`yvonne`~^^

Happy Mooncake Festival

Ba yue shi wu zhong qiu jie. Today is the first mooncake festival i didnt celebate at home. And this year i have to celebate this festival with friends at hostel. Cant eat dinner with my lovely family, cant play candles with Sing, cant go play tang long with them at dark street. Haiz.. Maybe these follow 5 years i also cant celebrate at Miri. So sad.

Ice-cream mooncake. Got many flavors -- mango, yoghurt blueberry, black sesame, japanese green tea, durian and cookies'n cream. The most nice is durian flavor. Wa~ I like it. The second and third is yoghurt blueberry and mango. But only the ice-cream inside is nice, the skin is.. Not very nice, for me.

Tang long. Actually inside is mooncake^^ So cute.

So many tanl long. But.. Why are they hang on the bra hager?>.<

One.. Two.. Three. Four.. Five! Five tang longs are hang at our unit's balcony. So nice.




I only can play with these candles in this way. No long balcony for me, dont have so many candles for me to play. Haiz.. If im now at Miri, im preparing many many candles at the long long balcony for tonght. So romantic. Oooppppppsssss~ ^^ Dont know when can i play many many candles again during mooncake festival. Haiz..
See the story below...
Firstly.........

Secondly.........

Thirdly.........

Next.........

Finally.........

................Lame>.<
Thats all for today. Happy mooncake festival to my lovely family, my dear, my best best best friends and also all my friends.


~`yvonne`~^^

Thank you

This blog is want to thank you to Issac. He help me bring some things back for dear and i think its very trouble to him, so thank you Issac^^
So many people went ot Mid Valley today but we still got parking at parking area, not bad. Just now ate some ice-cream mooncake, so nice. And this is my first time saw got ice-cream and first time eat ice-cream mooncake>.Now have to continue my drawing assignment. If can finish it today then maybe.. MAYBE.. Tomorrow will go Melaka. Have to see first because not only have drawing assignment and building material journal also not yet finish and also the MALA HOUSE.
Explain. How i felt yesterday and yesterday yesterday night. WALAO~ Mr. Firuz, are you dally with us? Before than you asked us to use scale 1:50 for the malay house, but yesterday you said too small and change the scale back to 1:20. And.. Feel like dont willing to say. Heart so pain and heart is bleeding. Maybe only Roxane know what had happened. Really cant stand with this kind of FRIENDSHIP and i dont willing to tell who are them. 'Keep keep bleeding keep bleeding'. This song is telling my heart is bleeding NOW. And.. My 'FRIENDSHIP HEART' is broken since im 18 years old. For me at here, FRIENDSHIP mean.. mutual utilize. I miss you, Kiang Hoon and Cindy. I really feel like want to go back to find you gals. I miss the secondary school life. I miss your voice. I miss all the things happened when we are secondary. And i miss you, dear Chok Hi. I really dont know i can stand for 4 years or not at here. Is it time to change school next semester to Lim Kok Wing College, Kuching? If im at Kuching i can meet with Kee Hua and i can go back Sarikei easily and can save lots of school fees. But.. Kuching doesnt has degree course. If i change, thats mean i only can take diploma. But its more easy find job at Miri, i think. No need too worry about that now. Still got few months for me to consider.
That all for today.

~`yvonne`~^^

Guess Guess Guess...

Guess this --
I like apple but i dont like durian.
I like elephant but i dont like cat.
I like slipper but i dont like shoe.
I like tree but i dont like plant.
I like traffic jam but i dont like fast road.
I like purple but i dont like pink.
I like moon cake but i dont like cake.
I like muffin but i dont like donut.
I like boday shop but i dont like watson.
I like television but i dont like radio.
I like screw driver but i dont like wretch.
GUESS! There is a same point of the things i like.
Sam.. Dont tell the answer first. I know you know the answer already.
^^Just think about the same point and tell me the answer. What is the word of this phrase. [Just now Rox asked us about this phrase but i cant get the answer.^^"]
Thats all for today.

~`yvonne`~^^

Nice? Grape juice odered by Sam during lunch time at Wong Kok.

Walao~ See what Sam doing on Kwok Chun On's face. He want to learn rendering on his face but its so.. Ugly. Eeewwww~~
Erm.. I think nothing to post and nothing special for today. No. I mean yesterday [9/9]. >.< Hehe~ Thats all for today.


~`yvonne`~^^

Exam??

Essentially today should has a communication studies exam, but.. Cancel jor because must exam with another communication studies class and their class not yet finish the syllabus. So the exam has to pospone to next monday lo.. And the communication studies class today only 45minutes but we had to wait for Rox [she is in another class] until 4++.. Now i have to continue my assignment and watch Taiwan series movie [ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni] its very nice.^^
Thats all for today.

Free

^^ I didnt spend money today leh.. And my drawing class assignments are half way to finish already. Only left perspective drawing. Tomorrow have to do my report outline first because has to submit it on Monday. And also do my building material journal tomorrow. If not i have to finish it in short time because has to submit it before end of September. And today my cought already full recover, yahoo!! ^^ Nothing special happened today.
Thats all for today post^^

Sleepy

Felt so sleepy today. I think i have to sleep early today and wake up early tomorrow morning to finish my drawing assignments and report outline for communication studies. And luckily the blooding hand not my cousin's hand. And thanks GOD she be enlightened about the broke up with her ex-boyfriend -- Sim Chia Tee. I never seen this guy before but if got chance i would like to meet with him and see how he looks like. Is he very handsome? Or cute? Or like a children? Or.. Im very curious lah.. >.< Buy a lot of things today and spend all my allowence for this week, luckily this weekend have to stay at home and no need spend money even 1 sen. Hehe.. Now 1 sen cant use already lah.. I told dada's brother -- Chok Ying few days ago that i will go see doctor but i didnt go today because my cought almost recover and my throat not very itchy already so no need go clinic. Luckily already recover if not i have to smell the smell of medicine today, i hate that kind of smell and i hate to take medicine. Same with dear~ Hehe.. So dada, you no need too worry about me because i recover already and i promise you i'll drink more water at home this weekend and i'll take care myself. And mum.. I also will listen your advice -- drink more water. Same same lah.. ^^ Now i have to be dear's accountant to calculate his wages.
Thats all for today^^

SAD SAD SAD

WTF!! Guess what i saw today? Just only passed few minutes. Cant guess? I saw my cousin -- Yi Lian's blog. Like.. STFU!! Not because of she small small got boyfriend, but is.. Is.. Haiz.. Really disappointed with her now. She just only form 1 this year, and she ever kill herself because of her boyfriend want to break up with her and she just like.. Die jor.. Why she will become like that? Is her parents know about that? I think no. Why? OMG!! Really disappointed and sad! When i saw that photo, i really felt a little bit faint. All because of that guy, if i know who is he i sure will scold him and also you A Lian! Just give up this kind of guy. Its really not be worth! Even you die already he also will not regrate he break up with you you know?

SEE! CHUNG YI LIAN! Althought i dont know whether this is true or just only cosmetic, i only hope after you see this you will not do some things hurt yourself okay? If some things unhappy happened on you you can tell me, i can be your pychologist, i can ease you stress your unhappy. I have more experience than you and i really dont willing to see you hurt yourself, promise me okay? Stop it! Just find me have a talk and dont hurt yourself anymore! A Lian, im really very willing to help you, PLEASE. Hear what i say, trust me. Im not willing to see some things bad happen on you you know? I hope you understand this.
Thats all for today....SAD

Free Day

SAMUEL! Stop eating! Why you always eating non-stop? Haha, no lah.. That is just a fake sushi that i wanna give Su Xin, but Samuel want to eat it.
Actually this picture should post yesterday but i cant open my blog yesterday and i cant upload my blog also. And today my cought become more serious, so pity. Luckily today doesnt has class and i just stay at home whole day. and my assignments that need to pass up this week finished already, just left some assignments no need to submit this week not yet finish. And also the malay house modal. Haiz.. Need to do modal again and it is a traditional malay house. Luckily it is group work. But final malay house modal is individual work. Haiz..
Thats all for today^^

Special Additional Post for Su Shion

SUSHI~ For Su Xin. Today, 1st September is Su Xin's brithday. These fake sushis are the present from Jimmy, Roxane & me, Happy Brithday Lai Su Shion, wish all yur wishes come true. Hope you will like our present because these sushis are DIY one^^

Sick

OH NO!! Im sick already. WTH! Very toilsome lah.. Mum, i miss you..r porridge! Chok Hi keep on asking me to see doctor but i dont want. I hate the smell in clinic the the taste of medicine. Hate hate hate! Sore throat yesterday night and catch cold today. What can i do? Drink more water loz.. Thats what my parents and Chok Hi always told me. But this few days i drink less water, hehe.. Sorry mum. Luckily my assignment half finish already, if not dont know how can i do it today, Haiz..
Thats all for today and go have a rest.

Weekend

My weekend full of assignment. Altought this few days are the last few days for mege sales but also have to say at home to finish my assignments>.<. Feel like sick this few days, Haiz.. Now have to continue my assignments.And finally, Happy 51th brithday to Malaysia.

Additional post for all ladies

Please wash your new bra and underwear before you wear it. For your own safety and your breast. See this picture.

When i saw this picture, i really wanna split already. Its so disgusting, like.. YUCKS~~
BE CAREFUL ALL LADIES!!

Site Visit + Sumway + Karaokae

Today morning we followed lecturer to Taman Warisan at Putrajaya for site visit for design class + building material class + intro to building science contruction class. We were waited for the buses almost 1 hour, WTH!! When we arrived Taman Warisan we hasd to walk a long long way go inside the malay house and then what happen? Nothing happen^^" [lame]. We measure the length, height, width of the malay house, take photos and draw it out. So many student inside there because all year 1 semester 2 FABE student were there.



After site visit we went back to school by school bus. In the bus we discuss about go to karaokae at Sunway. Then lastly.. Ya, we got went to Sunway Red Box today.
Thats all for today.

Strawberry Cigaratte

Cigaratte? Yes! Strawberry flavor..
Nothing to post>.<. Thats all for today.

Putrajaya

Banana Split -- RM5.90, so cheap~

Wao~ Looks so delicious.

A formal shirt with a short pant? Its not match, i think.

I wanna buy this dress next month. Because.. No $$ this month already>.< Nevermind. next month = next week = few days later >. Dont know what building is this but its looks like a castle in the middle of jungle.

Istana Kehakiman.

Half way building in Putrajaya.

Wanna play chess?

Hello~ We are hibiscus. >.<" I know that was LAME.

Istana Selangor. Jabatan Seri Wawasan, Putrajaya.