Love

Love will come without your knowing
It will gone easily with your carelessness
Please cherish him/her
Be more tolerance in it
Dont make the same mistake
Learn from mistake
Dare to tell dare to ask
Trying to trust in her/him
But remember
Dont put too much of your affection in it
If not you will getting more hurt
Not i want to say like this
You still small still young
The percentage both of you together forever is less and less
I dont want you being hurt once more time, again
I ever tried that before, when im form 3
Its really hurt
I dont want you just like me
Control your affection
Its good for you my dear
Anywhere i still will support you
Little girl


~`yvonne`~

Thanks a lot because of your helping
Thanks for helping me so much
Thanks for reminding me when im in sad and wrong
Thanks for ever take me as a friend
Thanks for the valid console
However i think my exit is required
I dont want to missing our friendship
I dont want to be back-stabber among you guys (even just i know im not)
I dont want you guys feel that im ruining your relationships
I dont want you guys feel that im make use of 'our' friendship
Maybe my tolerate should increase
Maybe i should find another way to express my emotion
Maybe i should learn to forgive first but not forget
Maybe i shoulnt tell anyone of my feeling my emotion like before
I have nothing to explain nothing to tell noting to blame and scold
Somehow somethings cant explain
The more you explain only will increase the negative thinking in others' mind
The more you explain only will let others feel you palisade yourself
I'd tried it before, when im form 2
After that event, im not willing to explain anymore
No matter is my own business or not
Times will prove the truth
maybe few days
Maybe few months
Maybe few years
Or maybe the truth cant be discover for whole life
But i wont mind
I just have to know what i do i think are without any wicked aim
I just have to know im not malignancy person
At least i know who am i
At least what i do are fairly from the bottom of my heart
Thats all for today.

~`yvonne`~^^

For Jane

Jane Jane. happy 18th brithday. Today ahve a big big present for you from design lecturer -- redo the malay house and presentation board. Suprise? I think you know already, dont know eh, hehe.. k la.. I want to sleep already, good night brithday gal. Have a nice brithday.


~`yvonne`~^^

What i did before i admit im wrong, but i wont admit i have the thnking to ruin others' relation. I'll admit what i ever did but those i never did or think i wont admit.
I just did whatever i want to do and never think properly. No, can say those action never appear in my brain and i just continue to do it.
I think back what i did before and i cant found any answer why i'll did it. Yesterday only i know when i do some things i've never think about it even what i talked i also didnt think properly before i did it or i talked.
Maybe just sometimes feel like want to find someone to expose my emotion so i just say it out what i want to expose and i've never think about the consuquence and others' feeling. In that part i admit im selfish.
However its my fault, i'll say sorry. Sorry to all. But i know some of you wont accept it, its okay.
But another thing is i've never have wicked thinking about to ruin others' relation or hurt someone.
I wont mind whether got people believe what i say or not, i wont mind what the others think about me, at lease i know where i wrong and i'll correct it. Unless i've never to have wicked thinking in my mind.
About the assignment, im still thinking about what others told me and what i'd said.
Somethongs happened before i admit i forget.
Sorry because of sometimes i didnt heard others talking when im doing some things. Sorry because i'll forget some things the next day. Sorry because i didnt help in this assignment. Sorry because i shouldnt having jokje when do assignment. Sorry becaue of i shouldnt take what others said are joke. However i say sorry to all but i wont mind whether others accept it or not.
Thats all for today.

~`yvonne`~

Distances

KL Trip

Turtle, so cute..

Starfisfes

Shark


Ya, i know is lame. Let me be lame today, the last day. I'll correct my 'lame' attitude start from tomorrow, i wont talk about lame joke, i wont be so lame, because im not suitable with it, and also not suitable in the gang of lame.. I'll withdraw from it..
Thats all for today.

~`yvonne`~

Special Additional Post for Jhia Jhia

Jhia jhia, happy 16th brithday, study hard and have good result in every exam and happy always. sorry because of no present, too far la.. meet you on October my little cute and lovely cousin.
Thats all for today.


~`yvonne`~^^

Happy Hours Gone Easily

Why the times gone so easily and fast? Not yet play and shopping enough and have to back to hostel already. Wa~ All those branded clothes like Botton, B.U.M, SEED, nichole, Voir, Applemints and many many got offer 50% 70% at Sogo yesterday last day. So many people choosing trying and buying there. I bought a nichole shirt and a Voir jeans only because dont want to use too much money in the same day. Now have to cut songs and make a picture movies and later have to go to school for drawing class.
Thats all for today.


~`yvonne`~^^

Special Additional Post for Yi Lian

Happy brithday to u, Yi Lian. Sorry, the video dont know why cant post. Sorry ya Lianz. Happy 13th Brithday my little cute gal.

Secret Recipe

My favourite blueberry cheese cake. But i dont like the cream. Yucks~~~
And so happy today. Because just now my aunt told me, she come here tonight with my cousin and my grandmum. And this Wednesday i can go out with them, so happy~~
Thats all for today.


~`yvonne`~^^

Special Post for Dear

Ba yue shi wu. I'll always remember what day is it. Dont you still remember or not. One month and 16 days i didnt see you already, miss you so much.
Hihi~ Ngui neng kin nang si lang nian gou nguok li 'ri zi'. Me you nv eh gi li mo. 'xi wang' nv geng geng 'kai xin'
Hehe^^" My foo chew is fall off already because long time no talk already.
Miss you my dear~


~`yvonne`~^^

Happy Mooncake Festival

Ba yue shi wu zhong qiu jie. Today is the first mooncake festival i didnt celebate at home. And this year i have to celebate this festival with friends at hostel. Cant eat dinner with my lovely family, cant play candles with Sing, cant go play tang long with them at dark street. Haiz.. Maybe these follow 5 years i also cant celebrate at Miri. So sad.

Ice-cream mooncake. Got many flavors -- mango, yoghurt blueberry, black sesame, japanese green tea, durian and cookies'n cream. The most nice is durian flavor. Wa~ I like it. The second and third is yoghurt blueberry and mango. But only the ice-cream inside is nice, the skin is.. Not very nice, for me.

Tang long. Actually inside is mooncake^^ So cute.

So many tanl long. But.. Why are they hang on the bra hager?>.<

One.. Two.. Three. Four.. Five! Five tang longs are hang at our unit's balcony. So nice.




I only can play with these candles in this way. No long balcony for me, dont have so many candles for me to play. Haiz.. If im now at Miri, im preparing many many candles at the long long balcony for tonght. So romantic. Oooppppppsssss~ ^^ Dont know when can i play many many candles again during mooncake festival. Haiz..
See the story below...
Firstly.........

Secondly.........

Thirdly.........

Next.........

Finally.........

................Lame>.<
Thats all for today. Happy mooncake festival to my lovely family, my dear, my best best best friends and also all my friends.


~`yvonne`~^^

Thank you

This blog is want to thank you to Issac. He help me bring some things back for dear and i think its very trouble to him, so thank you Issac^^
So many people went ot Mid Valley today but we still got parking at parking area, not bad. Just now ate some ice-cream mooncake, so nice. And this is my first time saw got ice-cream and first time eat ice-cream mooncake>.Now have to continue my drawing assignment. If can finish it today then maybe.. MAYBE.. Tomorrow will go Melaka. Have to see first because not only have drawing assignment and building material journal also not yet finish and also the MALA HOUSE.
Explain. How i felt yesterday and yesterday yesterday night. WALAO~ Mr. Firuz, are you dally with us? Before than you asked us to use scale 1:50 for the malay house, but yesterday you said too small and change the scale back to 1:20. And.. Feel like dont willing to say. Heart so pain and heart is bleeding. Maybe only Roxane know what had happened. Really cant stand with this kind of FRIENDSHIP and i dont willing to tell who are them. 'Keep keep bleeding keep bleeding'. This song is telling my heart is bleeding NOW. And.. My 'FRIENDSHIP HEART' is broken since im 18 years old. For me at here, FRIENDSHIP mean.. mutual utilize. I miss you, Kiang Hoon and Cindy. I really feel like want to go back to find you gals. I miss the secondary school life. I miss your voice. I miss all the things happened when we are secondary. And i miss you, dear Chok Hi. I really dont know i can stand for 4 years or not at here. Is it time to change school next semester to Lim Kok Wing College, Kuching? If im at Kuching i can meet with Kee Hua and i can go back Sarikei easily and can save lots of school fees. But.. Kuching doesnt has degree course. If i change, thats mean i only can take diploma. But its more easy find job at Miri, i think. No need too worry about that now. Still got few months for me to consider.
That all for today.

~`yvonne`~^^

Guess Guess Guess...

Guess this --
I like apple but i dont like durian.
I like elephant but i dont like cat.
I like slipper but i dont like shoe.
I like tree but i dont like plant.
I like traffic jam but i dont like fast road.
I like purple but i dont like pink.
I like moon cake but i dont like cake.
I like muffin but i dont like donut.
I like boday shop but i dont like watson.
I like television but i dont like radio.
I like screw driver but i dont like wretch.
GUESS! There is a same point of the things i like.
Sam.. Dont tell the answer first. I know you know the answer already.
^^Just think about the same point and tell me the answer. What is the word of this phrase. [Just now Rox asked us about this phrase but i cant get the answer.^^"]
Thats all for today.

~`yvonne`~^^

Nice? Grape juice odered by Sam during lunch time at Wong Kok.

Walao~ See what Sam doing on Kwok Chun On's face. He want to learn rendering on his face but its so.. Ugly. Eeewwww~~
Erm.. I think nothing to post and nothing special for today. No. I mean yesterday [9/9]. >.< Hehe~ Thats all for today.


~`yvonne`~^^

Exam??

Essentially today should has a communication studies exam, but.. Cancel jor because must exam with another communication studies class and their class not yet finish the syllabus. So the exam has to pospone to next monday lo.. And the communication studies class today only 45minutes but we had to wait for Rox [she is in another class] until 4++.. Now i have to continue my assignment and watch Taiwan series movie [ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni] its very nice.^^
Thats all for today.

Free

^^ I didnt spend money today leh.. And my drawing class assignments are half way to finish already. Only left perspective drawing. Tomorrow have to do my report outline first because has to submit it on Monday. And also do my building material journal tomorrow. If not i have to finish it in short time because has to submit it before end of September. And today my cought already full recover, yahoo!! ^^ Nothing special happened today.
Thats all for today post^^

Sleepy

Felt so sleepy today. I think i have to sleep early today and wake up early tomorrow morning to finish my drawing assignments and report outline for communication studies. And luckily the blooding hand not my cousin's hand. And thanks GOD she be enlightened about the broke up with her ex-boyfriend -- Sim Chia Tee. I never seen this guy before but if got chance i would like to meet with him and see how he looks like. Is he very handsome? Or cute? Or like a children? Or.. Im very curious lah.. >.< Buy a lot of things today and spend all my allowence for this week, luckily this weekend have to stay at home and no need spend money even 1 sen. Hehe.. Now 1 sen cant use already lah.. I told dada's brother -- Chok Ying few days ago that i will go see doctor but i didnt go today because my cought almost recover and my throat not very itchy already so no need go clinic. Luckily already recover if not i have to smell the smell of medicine today, i hate that kind of smell and i hate to take medicine. Same with dear~ Hehe.. So dada, you no need too worry about me because i recover already and i promise you i'll drink more water at home this weekend and i'll take care myself. And mum.. I also will listen your advice -- drink more water. Same same lah.. ^^ Now i have to be dear's accountant to calculate his wages.
Thats all for today^^

SAD SAD SAD

WTF!! Guess what i saw today? Just only passed few minutes. Cant guess? I saw my cousin -- Yi Lian's blog. Like.. STFU!! Not because of she small small got boyfriend, but is.. Is.. Haiz.. Really disappointed with her now. She just only form 1 this year, and she ever kill herself because of her boyfriend want to break up with her and she just like.. Die jor.. Why she will become like that? Is her parents know about that? I think no. Why? OMG!! Really disappointed and sad! When i saw that photo, i really felt a little bit faint. All because of that guy, if i know who is he i sure will scold him and also you A Lian! Just give up this kind of guy. Its really not be worth! Even you die already he also will not regrate he break up with you you know?

SEE! CHUNG YI LIAN! Althought i dont know whether this is true or just only cosmetic, i only hope after you see this you will not do some things hurt yourself okay? If some things unhappy happened on you you can tell me, i can be your pychologist, i can ease you stress your unhappy. I have more experience than you and i really dont willing to see you hurt yourself, promise me okay? Stop it! Just find me have a talk and dont hurt yourself anymore! A Lian, im really very willing to help you, PLEASE. Hear what i say, trust me. Im not willing to see some things bad happen on you you know? I hope you understand this.
Thats all for today....SAD

Free Day

SAMUEL! Stop eating! Why you always eating non-stop? Haha, no lah.. That is just a fake sushi that i wanna give Su Xin, but Samuel want to eat it.
Actually this picture should post yesterday but i cant open my blog yesterday and i cant upload my blog also. And today my cought become more serious, so pity. Luckily today doesnt has class and i just stay at home whole day. and my assignments that need to pass up this week finished already, just left some assignments no need to submit this week not yet finish. And also the malay house modal. Haiz.. Need to do modal again and it is a traditional malay house. Luckily it is group work. But final malay house modal is individual work. Haiz..
Thats all for today^^

Special Additional Post for Su Shion

SUSHI~ For Su Xin. Today, 1st September is Su Xin's brithday. These fake sushis are the present from Jimmy, Roxane & me, Happy Brithday Lai Su Shion, wish all yur wishes come true. Hope you will like our present because these sushis are DIY one^^